When I want nothing, I am happiest.
Of course, when you say you want nothing, the vacuum creates a state that is joyful.
And then the joy tells you what you really want.
At that point--you have to tell discipline and vanity to back off.
You just do.
There is a lot to be said for holding on tight, discipline, keeping it all together.
But there is much more to be said for not that.